Secret Panty Pocket

Apr 14, 2009

“ And no I’m not ashamed but the guilt will kill you
If she don’t first
I’ll never love you like her

via JUST FRIENDS-amy winehouse

dear john letter

okay i get inspired on the train, and write, here it goes

dear john,

this is to any man/female, do everyone a favor and try not to break a beloved ones heart. i know this is normally inevitable, but try. let pride not be an issue. All is not far in the game of love. there are winners and there are broken-hearts. Be human. dont become the asshole ex. the psycho ex. the one that forever stopped caring ex. the lack of emotion ex. the ex that doesnt understand the lost in starting a new begining. remember the first days of happiness. remember the last gleaming lights of love. when our most reliable organ is broken or abused, what becomes truth? what is to be questioned? desire! death to desire, because with lust follows love which follows passion which ends in obsession.

everyone wants to believe in it. everyone wants to controll it. no one thats had it can forget it. anyone who lost it wants to remember it. it can fill or empty hearts. it can create happiness and deminish life. IT is LOVE. be careful, even the strongest man has a fragile heart

—Sincerely, RavieB

hmm how can i put this

dear you,

be urself, you have nothing to prove to anyone. i know that is the most cliche opening line in the world, but when u come to the point in your life when you really love your inner individual, life becomes that much more fun. confidence is the best characteristic someone can aquire. it makes it easier to love and even easier to let go. start trends, end trends, follow trends. whatever make YOU HAPPY

“me, me, its all about me”

thats should be your slogan. its so sad when you see someone who doesnt realize his/her worth in the world

Feb 5, 2009

the Absurdity behind individuality.

This what i want to know, plain and simple...i think its ridiculous how mad "individuals" become when they realize they arent the only ones in this game called life. Okay ! Wow so everyone in the recent years has jump on the creativity boat...BIG DEAL, it doesnt matter. i keeping "oh everyone wants to be a rapper/photographer/model/fashionista/blah blah ya mother blah blah blah. The point is it shouldnt matter. pop culture glorifies creativity and individualism beyond belief. It shouldnt be a surprise that everyone is into it and moreso it shouldnt bother anyone. speaking from a personal perspective, an aspiring photographer point of view, it doesnt even faze me. So now theres a bunch of people flashing DSLR, with a creative eye and some good lighting. There could be a million greater photographers, THERE ARE A MILLION GREAT PHOTOGRAPHERS, thats not going to disenfranchise my art or stop me from embleshing my creative side.
if you're going to be a trendsetter, then expect to be duplicated, copied, followed because thats essentially what you are asking for. Thats like asking to be a leader without a group of follows, it doesnt make sense. life is a paradox. it a group of humanbeing trying to be individuals TOGETHER. its never going to happen. no one is absolute or constraint to the persona the imitate. i kind of like the fact that this generation is shifting to a creative side, exemplifing beauty like never before. with me its not about STANDING OUT moreso it is STANDING UP.
i STAND UP for creativity
for cultural progress
for authenticity, being true to oneself
thats all i can do.
consider it being a cultural elitist. :]

Feb 1, 2009

I've come to the conclusion

that i love mexican food. viva la chicano

Jan 30, 2009

Gold digger?

or just a woman that know what she wants.

So the never ending question, is it wrong for a woman to want a man that has money?

i think not ! especially if the woman herself is successful and has money. look no one wants to be with a person that has nothing go for themselves. a young female that has a job still likes to be wined and dined, especially if its first impressions. it not to say that you have to spend money of a girl to show her you care or that money is everything but im going to be brutally honest and say money helps. now this post is not about "TRUE LIFE, NO GOOD GOLD DIGGING FEMALES". this is about the successful women. i dont know what happened to the men that like to take their females out. but iguess the new age thought that just cause "she got her own" and cause shes "miss independent" she doesnt want to be treated. WRONG !

take your girls out, make them feel special =]

Crush[ed]

do know what i hate about crushes... like what i really REALLY hate about crushes.

so its Boom! you meet this guy, you know nothing about him but physically you are attracted to him. its like looking at him just makes the sun shine alittle brighter. so then you begin to talk, you know the "whats your favorite color, describe urself as the perfect person" game and by the end of it you are love struck. in reality you know nothing about eachother. first impressions tend to be majestically fabricated. on both sides of the magic stick people reinvent themselves. the girl tells the guy what he wants as the guy does for the girl. so anyway after the first conversations you are left wanting more. i know most crushes leave you over analyzing the life you and ur crush could have. you over think it, over do it, over EVERYTHING it. you become hopeful, like really hopeful. you have a few good times and you think to urself this could really be perfect, if "insert crush name" made more of an effort. now here comes what i hate, well two things that tend to happen, not always but most of the time. so either you realize that you dont even really like the person, just what you created them to be. it hits you that you dont even want to hear them speak and bash your head against the wall for making him/her your everything for 15.2 seconds aka the longest period of your life. or it becomes a deadend and goes NO where. it makes you think "what is there not to want" and your re evaluate yourself over and over again and it sucks and it hurts and its not fun at all. now ofcourse this is just one situation but ive seen so many go through it, ive gone through and then months later it hits me like -__- why even do that .

i dont know but maybe it goes back to the chase, the whole what if moments. everyone likes to hold the world in their own hands and with crushes its easy to create this fairy tail in ones head. to eliminate every negative characteristic. whatever the case may be crushes crush ur spirit. but you have to get back up. live it off. and laugh about it